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It’s been quite a while that I’ve been thinking about this. When should I hold firm and when should I let go.

There are times when I get too attached to a person or thing that I never want to let them go.

But then I ask is myself- is holding firm actually the right thing to do or am I just being emotional about it.

Like my mum was about to throw off my old diary as it was all filled up. But little did she know that that diary has my thoughts, my feelings penned in them.

So I didn’t let her throw it off. But now I think I myself don’t open that diary anymore then why keep it. Why not let it go.

The diary must be feeling bored-sitting in cupboard for so long. It deserves to be opened. It needs to better know this world. It sure doesn’t want to be with me anymore.

So I’ve decided to let go of that diary. I know it will be difficult for me and for the diary even as now it will have to go through the rough process of recycling.

But I’m optimistic, at the end of all this it will again be converted to a new dairy.

I just hope it finds a writer as good as me.

-ChoubeySahab

Whaaaat? Corruption is evil. How can corruption be good?

Well corruption is good to me. It is the easier and cheaper way out. Like I was about to get challaned for not wearing the seat belt. My father gave the cop ¼th of the challan amount and we were let off.

You see we saved money and time. I’m not advocating breaking rules. I’m just saying that curruption is the easier way out.

Like we needed to get permit to do construction in an unauthorised place, cops constantly kept annoying us but then we bribed them and no one said a word thereafter.

Ok so now that you already hate me for giving into corruption. You need to understand that even the politicians who handle our tax money are currupt.

So even if I paid the full challan then that money would most probably end in a politician’s mattress.

I see no wrong in spending our money wisely.

What is your opinion about corruption?

-ChoubeySahab

Earning money is a necessity to survive. No one can buy food and clothes without money. But is money all one needs to earn.

I believe earning a name/respect in the society is equally important. Do people respect you for what you do? Is there any uniqueness in what you do? Are people excited about you? Are people willing to support you for something?

If the answer to all of these is yes then congrats champ! you are in the process of earning a name in the society.

This hit me when our school principal walked into our class to talk to us about money. She told us that it is incredibly easy to earn money these days, if you have it in you then show me by earning a name because that’s what is difficult.

That day I decided that I will always try to do things which others are scared of doing. This would give me uniqueness and hence a name in society in the long run.

What makes you unique?

How do you plan to earn a name?

-ChoubeySahab

Everyone has goals. Like you may want to top your class or get into a good college or get your dream job.

But milestones are somewhat different from goals. Milestones are achieved on the way of achieving your goals.

Milestones are like checkpoints on the way to your destination (goal). Today we’ve reached one such checkpoint. We have completed 50 micro blogs in 50 days.

You must be wondering why am I using “we” instead of “I”. This is because it would not have been possible without you.

If you didn’t critically rate my blogs everyday, if you didn’t put your perspective forward , if you didn’t give me ideas to write on- we wouldn’t be standing here.

50 is just the first checkpoint. There are many to come.

But what’s the destination you ask

We don’t have a destination, we’re here for these checkpoints.

So let’s celebrate each milestone as if we reached our goal.

Thank you for everything

With love

-ChoubeySahab

There are quotes on Instagram which say “You should not give a fuck for others opinion about you” but I don’t believe this.

I believe that to be of any value to anyone, you need to care for what they think of you.

Like I constantly try to seek feedback on these micro blogs from you. It is because I’m not writing these for my own self. I’m writing for you. I need to know what opinion you have about my blogs in order to serve better blogs in future.

If I just kept writing about whatever topic I like or just my interests then there is a high possibility that you would not be interested.

I do give a fuck for whether you love or hate me.

I value your opinion and about me.

I try to get your opinion close to my opinion about myself.

But your opinion will always be supreme to me regardless of what I think of myself.

-ChoubeySahab

I’ve been thinking about this. What if someday god appears and asks me when do you want to die then what will I answer.

Do I want to live forever? No

Do I want to die before turning old? Nah, my retirement plans are all set.

Then when do I want to die.

I think, I’ll choose to die on the day when my name is big enough for my grandchildren to tell their grandchildren with emmense pride that they have my blood flowing in their viens.

I be mortal the day my name is rendered immortal

When do you plan to die?

-ChoubeySahab

I always believed meditation can help one get better. I tried my hand at it under the guidance of a tutor who complimented me for doing it well at such an early stage.

But I don’t meditate now. Why?

Because it calms my brain down. It silences the rukus inside my head. Yeah this is the reason why I stopped doing it.

You would say that a calm mind is desirable. Agree, it is desired by most but not me.

I know what a calm head feels like and to me it just doesn’t feel good. I like my head firing up with thoughts.

I’m ok if my head bursts open because of excessive thoughts but what I can’t tolerate is a vacant mind.

This is one area where I think that I’m wrong and I’m ok being wrong.

What do you think of meditation?

-ChoubeySahab

By security I mean the safe way of doing anything. We always prefer the safer path. Like we go to school then college then a job. The life goal of most of you looks somewhat like this. Doesn’t it?

This is the safe way of living life and there’s nothing wrong in it. But I play it differently, my life goals don’t look like that. I like doing what most won’t. I like putting everything on the line for what I want.

I like the thrill of it. Either you give your best or you are fucking thrown out of the game. There’s no safety in there. You can end up broke. It’s a win all-loose all game.

To me the safe path sucks.

1 life, why play it safe?

-ChoubeySahab

Nobody wants to regret but as I’ve found out- regretting has good consequences.

Like if I sleep more than my normal sleep schedule on someday. Then I’m filled with regret the moment I wake up. But I’ve noticed that I go straight to the bathroom on these days without wasting any time. After completing my daily chores, I get straight onto my agenda for the day without procastinating a bit.

So when I look at it at the end of the day, I realise that I got more done on this day of excess sleep because I had a regret of not holding onto my sleep schedule.

This feeling of regret/guilt drives me for the rest of the day and at the end of which I’m pretty happy having done more than normal work.

Regretting didn’t turn out to be as bad as I thought it to be.

I don’t regret regretting anymore.

-ChoubeySahab

So the past few days have not been much productive to me. This is because I stopped challenging my beliefs, I stopped venturing out of my comfort zone.

When I looked closely at it. I realised that it’s been quite a while that I’ve taken any hard calls to get myself going. So I took some but as I told you they are extremely hard to take and execute.

The world constantly forces me to go back on these hard calls. Forget the world, I myself don’t want to take these calls. They are difficult, really difficult.

But I believe that it is these hard choices that’ll determine where I end up.

I may be wrong on this but I used the words “I believe”. So if you’ve been reading my blogs regularly, you’d get the point.

-ChoubeySahab