I wish this was possible. I would have gone to the good old days when no one expected anything out of me, everyone pampered me for no reason whatsoever.
Life is difficult now, there are expectations all around. I want to come good on them all but then I fail in most of all.
When I was small I didn’t need to prove my worth, but now this is a competetive world. Even if I do something great, people will say it’s just my fate. But when I fall, it’s all my fault.
I want to love all. I don’t want to compete. I want everyone to win. But is this possible now, sadly no. I can’t love all, can’t be out of competetion, can’t make everyone win.
In present, I’m so selfish
I want to go to that past where none of these things bothered me.
The time when I could cry in front of everyone.
The time my family lingered around me all the time.
The time when I could pee on bed and sleep on it.
I want to go back to that carefree me.
Someone please take me there..